I don't like May (month)

I really don't like this month, so many problems in my life not only this year but also last year, and 2 years ago. I always remember what i have done, and what i got it. So hard in my life..
Maybe this month is not good to me. Only on May.
Hope i can pass this month soon and hope that next year, i don't have bad thinking of next May.
I hope it.. Please God..
Sometime i feel so tired...