Playing Paintball

Last time I played paint ball with my office colleagues (more than 30 peoples). This is the first time I play. Before I play, I should use all the equipment like clothes (army clothes), mask, vest, and gun. I play twice at that time, it make my adrenaline become high!
Fear to be shot, always run, always wanna find a place to hide, try to shoot enemies, try to get a enemy's flag. For the first battle, i got shot by the enemy, ouchhhh it's hurt, i got shot 3 times.
Near ear, on my face, and my leg. I lost my concentration when i got shot on my ear, I don't know what shall I do.
I just remember that I should in squatting position, if not, I will be shot again. At that time, someone shoot my leg :(
I don't have that picture now, hm I remember that my friend already upload the video to youtube. Maybe you can try using keyword "PaintBall". I don't remember the link.
I like paintball!!!!
I wish that I can play again with good gun not bad gun.. I play paintball in the Hotel at Depok, I don't remember the name of that hotel because I play on last 28th , July , 2008.
Hihihihi :D
Let's play paintball !!!

Music is My Best Friend

Feel Lonely...
Feel nothing to do...
Feel boring...
Feel angry...
Feel guilty...
Don't want to talk...
Don't have a reason, what 's going on...
Don't know why....
I don't want disturbed by someone...
I don't want interrupted by someone...
I want to be free...
I want to do something that i want at that time...
Nobody understand me...

Why Music is my best friend?

Only music can know my situation and condition of my mood
I could choose kind of music that i want to hear it
I could sing or hum
He could change my mood
He could make me better
He doesn't understand me but he help me
He doesn't hear what i talk about
Am I crazy talk to music? Hahaha NO, I'm not crazy..
I sing... not talk... talk and sing is different :)
Music can refresh my brain
Music can re-charge my energy, mood, concentration...